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CHAPTER ^^®5

I How THE Call Came . 3

II France 23

Chapter I

FROM a hospital cot in Flanders the story came, from the tongue of a jawless, nameless man. I and a thousand like me read it, and read it again; then, along with the other thousand, I went down to the drill-hall to scrawl my name on the list of Great Britain's soldiers.

It seemed awfully odd to be there, for only three months before I 'd teetered on the curb, not a block away, and seen our boys of the London Scottish marching off for their baptism at the front. They 'd swung along very spruce in kilt and khaki, and in the haze of August 4 the war seemed a long way off.

As they passed, their pipers struck up that old favorite of mine, *^The Cock of the North," and I wished rather vaguely then that I might have been along with them. The crowd cheered in a hearty, happy way, and I envied our boys, and I intended to join them — sometime. But I delayed, because, like the rest of us, I was asleep on August 4.

Even the boys in khaki underestimated the task before them. They had marched away before, they 'd been cheered and wished godspeed before, and as old Johnny Nixon passed me he called out, *^ Hello, Pink, old boy, I '11 see you again at Christmas"; and I and the rest believed it. But that was August 4.

So they marched away, gay and hilarious, almost out for a summer stroll, and only Lord Kitchener knew or suspected the trial that was to come ; and he kept silent.

To-day it was November 1, and of the thousand who had marched away only three months before, a scant three hundred remained. Johnny Nixon had gone down with the rest.

Joffre's Frenchmen had swayed the German line back thirty miles, from Paris to the banks of the Marne, and trench warfare had begun. Slowly we folks back home began to stop joking about three-year enlistments as an impossible term ; the casualty lists were longer, and England was waking up. And then came the story of Hallowe'en night. The Scottish, our Scottish, whom we 'd seen go not three months before, had been in action. They 'd mobilized just outside of

Paris ; been rushed up in the pink of evening, in motor-lorries and afoot, to stop the onrushing Germans.

Far off to their right they heard firing; like breakers on the shore it sounded, dull, tireless, meaningless. And then, as they drew nearer and nearer, the sounds took on distinctive meaning. Individual shell-bursts separated themselves from the vast jumble of noise, and then were lost in the ceaseless roar to the rear.

It was half -past eight when they got there, and night was just coming down. They halted and stood at ease, while their colonel climbed up on a broken cart and addressed them. Then, with his good wishes and godspeed, they stumbled off to their trenches, mere threads on the face of the earth.

On their left were the Lancers, on the right the Carabiniers, both regular regiments. Our Scottish were just volunteers — volunteers with orders to hold their ground.

The night wore on till ten o'clock. Off in the distance they heard the Germans coming, flushed with their victories. They made no attempt to hide their approach, and *^Die Wacht am Rhein'' floated down to our men in the trenches.

On they came ; one could almost see them now, but the British had orders to withhold their fire until two hundred yards, and they held it. Wave on wave the German troops came on, and wave on wave they were mowed down ; but there is an end to physical endurance, and in time numbers will tell. The regular troops to the right and left fell back, and left the Scottish, our Scottish, alone, with the cream of the Prussian Guard at their front, on their right, and on their left. Perhaps if our boys had known their predicament this page would never have been written; but, being just volunteers, they had only their orders to go by, and they fought on and on.

There were only a thousand of them, and three times they formed up their thinning ranks. On their third attempt the Prussians broke and fled, and our boys returned to their lines, leaving some five hundred and fifty behind in the mud and mire of old Flanders.

But that isn't all the story. Back with them came a stranger, a German officer. A bit of a scratch on the head had knocked him out for a time, and our stretcher-bearers carried him in, along with our own wounded and dead.

In those days (we have learned more since) we knew nothing of German Kultur. In those innocent, early days a wounded man was a wounded man, no matter what his creed or his color or his race. So our boys took the German and treated him as one of their own, and turned him over to old Doc McNab for attention.

It was only a wee bit of a scratch he had; bnt Doc leaned over him first, while our own wounded and dying lay waiting, and as he finished his work the officer asked for a drink from his bottle, which he had thrown down on the floor.

Gad, we were innocent then ! They 'd not even bothered to remove the Hun's service revolver, which dangled from a strap at his side ; and, as old Doc McNab leaned over, the German's right arm twitched, there was a flash, and a tiny thud. The Teuton sprang to his feet, his revolver still grasped in his hand, but old Doc McNab lay still where he 'd fallen.

That was the story that came from the hospital cot in Flanders. It was enough for me. I awoke. And when I got to the drill-hall there was no mistaking the place, for from a block away you could see the crowd. A long, thin line of young fellows wound in and out of that crowd, each in the grip of that story of the night before. I took my place at. the end of the line and waited.

Hours passed.

In the meantime the line strung itself far out into the street, for from all over the country men had come swarming in. Tall, lanky Scots they were mostly, from up northward, crystallized into a solid fighting mass by the story of the Marne and the tale of the London Scottish.

In that line there was little talk, though the crowd hummed like a hive. We volunteers were silent. Here and there perhaps was a burst of laughter, but it was rare. Most of us were thinking, and thinking hard. As the hours crept slowly by and I shifted from one tired foot to the other, the enthusiasm which had filled me at the start began slowly to ooze out and away.

**Was it worth it?" I questioned. ** Belgium outraged, treaties broken, friends gone, and I was going; but was it worth it, after all?"

And other men were debating, too. Dark scowls of self-analysis clouded many a face in that line, but not a man stepped out ; for the glorious example of the London Scottish, the thoughts of our friends, and the empty cheer that ** perhaps we wouldn't see action, anyway," combined to hold us in line.

I might as well be frank. Four hours of waiting on a chill November day is likely to take the romance out of even war itself. But there was enough of romance there, just enough and no more, to hold me in that line from four until eight that night.

At eight came my turn to be examined. A brusk and worn ofificer, dark and pouched under the eyes, peered up at me in an impersonal sort of way fromi under his vizor. He took down such minor details as my name and address, and directed me to step into an anteroom, where I stripped, and then I was ushered into another room with two or three other chaps.

Here we were hurriedly examined for physical defects, and a flush of primeval pride crept over me as they fled from my ears to my eyes and from my eyes to my feet without finding anything the matter. Long and tediously they lingered over my feet and knees and leg muscles. The wait became painful, so thorough was their work about these apparently unimportant parts of my anatomy; but at last I was officially marked as 0. K. and fit for service.

Little attention had been paid to my peculiar fitness, by either education or experience, for any particular branch of the service. These tired and hurried men in khaki seemed much more interested in how soon I could report for active duty than in aught else concerning me. There was nothing about my examination that would lead the casual observer to think that Great Britain had spent time or forethought in selecting from this mob of men those specially skilled in this or that branch of industry. We were men, all of us, just men, and Great Britain wanted men, and in those dark days of 1914 many a man who could have served his country better at the bench or in the workshop was rushed trenchward and lost, with all his potential usefulness.

Hastily I dressed and joined the silent group of some fifty or sixty other chaps who waited in an anteroom to the right. There we stood, staring morbidly at one another. There was nothing to be said; comradeship was banished by the solemnity of the moment. Occasionally a time-worn joke would be passed among the groups, and the laughter was just a trifle forced and hollow. Some of us made brave attempts to hide our thoughts — thoughts of home and mother, family, and all that. What little talk there was was rough, inclined to braggadocio, punctuated by laughter that rang peculiarly out of place, like laughter in a doctor's office or in a morgue.

Abruptly the door opened, and we were herded into a darkened room. At a table sat an officer in uniform rumpling through a mass of blue and yellow papers. Before him stood an ink-well and a Bible. A hooded light cast weird shadows over us, and we stood about, first on one foot, then on the other, and waited. For a time he worked feverishly, meanwhile grunting out hoarse, unintelligible orders to a pale and anemic-looking chap who dashed in and out of the room like some automaton.

Suddenly — so suddenly that most of us jumped — he stood up, and swung the Bible over his head with the habitual movement of a man practising his morning exercise.

*^Eaise your right hands and repeat after me,'' said he. A forest of hands shot up, and we repeated, word for word, the solemn oath of allegiance of the British Army.

**I hereby swear by Almighty God that I will bear faithful and true allegiance to His Majesty King George V, his heirs and successors, and will obey as in duty bound commands of all officers set over me, so help me God. ' '

**Now kiss the Book," said he, and we kissed that dog-eared volume with various degrees of explosiveness and enthusiasm.

I was now a soldier of the British Empire. I had been duly accepted and sworn, and, truthfully, I was rather disappointed at the feeling. I looked no different, I felt no different, unless it was for a sense of duty done and suspense ended. I was rather dazed, but at a pointed hint from the recruiting officer I picked up my hat and departed for the quartermaster's stores. It was now ten o'clock at night, and the order was to appear the next morning at nine.

The details of our preliminary training in London would be of little interest to the average reader. It varied little from that now being given your boys at their respective camps.

The short days of November and December flew by quickly enough, with marching and countermarching, bayonet-fighting, and light field work, all intensely interesting at the time, but soon forgotten in the new duties and new excitements that were thrust upon us.

Gradually our flabby civilian muscles took on a more sturdy texture. The kinks crept out of our desk-bent backs, and our sallow civilian skins became bronzed with a rosy admixture of sheer health, while the seventy-five-pound service kit ceased to be a herculean burden of leaden weight.

As we marched and fought our mimic wars, grim reports drifted back to us from the firing-line in France, sometimes mere haunting rumors, sometimes the sullen facts themselves; and our faces grew grimmer, our practice less mechanical and more intense. Something of the spirit that had dominated the London Scottish on Hallowe 'en came to us, and all sense of dread, conscious or unconscious, vanished. But the gulf between us and civilian London grew ever wider. We were nothing to them but a passing show, interesting, perhaps, as an incarnation of the fighting spirit of England, with a certain charm as examples of the impetuosity of youth, nothing more. England slept, though the war was already in the fifth month of horrible reality. The people of the London streets, the happy, care-free, busy throngs, drifted on in a mist of unreality, while we lived, and lived intensely. Not that they could fairly be blamed, however. It was not their fault that they looked so resolutely the other way while Louvain and Rheims and Ypres were shattered and burned. We soldiers received news, some of it authentic, some sheer rumor. But no such news ever reached * * the man in the street. * * He was an outsider.

The newspapers were hammering out ream on ream concerning the brutality toward Belgium. Dark hints occasionally burst forth, flickered on the popular tongue, and died. An uncompromising, uneducated censorship kept the real facts darkly closeted, and though the newspapers knew much, their inky lips were shut, and the masses devoured miles of newsless news, while the facts crawled from lip to lip, and only empty rumor told the truth. When some fact, red from the firing-line, actually did slip from under the clumsy thumb of our early censorship, enlistments doubled and trebled and quadrupled instantly. A Zeppelin raid, fortunately, could not be stowed away in a musty cubbyhole, and hence did yeoman's service for our recruiting officers. But while the civilian, fed on vague nothings for the most part, dreamed on peacefully, we soldiers in ■the making, who received the real news from returning veterans, blazed in earnest fury to be done with our training, and over and at the enemy in fact.

Late in December came orders to inoculate us for typhoid, and we rejoiced, for we knew that our days in London were now numbered. When the medical chaps appeared, we lined up dutifully and laughingly watched their advance. No more villainous-looking array of venomous little needles had I ever seen before.

Now, a typhoid inoculation is a simple thing. Like marriage, one never appreciates it at its true value until later. As fast as we were treated, we were given forty-eight hours' leave of absence, ' * on our own, ' ' surely a silly precaution for such a tiny pin-prick! But the omnipresent brain of headquarters seldom errs in its directions, nor did it err this time, for I was scarcely half-way home when I was seized with a sudden and unaccountable clammy coldness that traversed my spine in elephantine shudders. I chattered into the house, a picture of frozen misery. All afternoon I hugged the roaring fire in an agony of chills, all night I shook and chattered gloomily to myself upon a bed piled high with blankets. Not till the wee small hours of morning did I cease to curse the idle jests that I had flung at the toy weapon of that grinning medical officer.

Then came notice that we would start for our intensive and final training at Dorking, on January 1. With this news came the Christmas holidays, and some of us who were among the fortunate romped homeward, bursting with health.

Not even all the spoiling I got at home, however, during those few days, and the real pang I felt at leaving, could dull my enthusiasm when I went back to join my regiment, bound for Dorking, the first step toward France.

Dorking is, or rather was before our arrival, a little town of some five thousand inhabitants ; but by December its population had doubled, and soldiery swarmed its streets by day and night. The town faded into the background like a frightened child, and the inevitable kilt brightened an otherwise colorless winter landscape.

From six-thirty in the morning until five-thirty at night, and often until the gray of coming dawn, we drilled and drilled and played at fighting. Thousands of straw Teutons were annihilated daily. Our rifles, at first clumsy clubs in our hands, gradually became a part and parcel of us and of our daily lives; and happily so, for when you are plowing through the mud of no-man's land the only friend you have is your rifle. No single piece of training stood me in better stead than the incessant training at handling our Lee- Enfields.

Our rifle-practice might destroy some of the cherished delusions of the arm-chair theorists. The ranges were usually from two hundred to six hundred yards. It is within that zone that the rifle-bullet does its sweetest work, and at two hundred yards, when a wild mob of howling Huns are belching down upon you, or you on them, the dainty rifle-sight is well-nigh forgotten. Its coy outlines are those of a stranger dimly seen and hardly recognized. You slap your rifle to your shoulder; no time for fancy beads and adjustments of wind-gage. It is just a case of shoot, shoot hard and fast, and may a kind Providence and a skilful doctor look after the poor man who fritters away his precious seconds in pretty logarithms.

At the front, unless you 're sniping, the rifle-sight well-nigh loses its identity. Fine, hair-splitting arguments about it are forgotten, and sheer instinct, guided by the rifle-barrel's blackened bulk, is enough, as the notches that might decorate any Tommy 's gun would indicate.

Don't misunderstand me. The rifle is no apprentice tool. It is not used to hammer nails or tacks. With all his apparent nonchalance and carelessness, your Tommy or your poilu (Fritz, too, I dare say) regards his rifle as his most cherished pet. He puts in hours a week upon its pretty mechanism, oiling, polishing, truing, always and everywhere; for the canny Tommy knows from cruel experience that the day may come when between him and the grim reaper with a German name stands only the shadow of his rifle.

Winter settled down, and with its shortened days the pace became faster, the training harder, always harder. Eegular hours? We had none. It was just train, train, train, from field to rifle-range, from rifle-range to field again. Play it was, hard play, but news from across the channel spurred us on, and we yearned to be over helping, and avenging our brothers who had gone before.

But the end was nearer than we knew.

At 4:30 one morning (it was ghastly cold, with three or four inches of mica-like snow swirling underfoot and rasping into the bare flesh) we were routed out of our bunks to entrain for Epsom Downs. Like lightning the word ran down the line : we were to be reviewed by the Iron Man of the British Army, Lord Kitchener himself.

By 5:30 we were on our way, and in a short half-hour we tumbled out of our refrigerated coaches into the most blinding snow-storm of the year. Through it we trudged, each an animated snow-man, and then from six until eight-thirty that morning we awaited the arrival of the great Lord K. of K.

But it was worth the wait. A splendid figure he was, big upstanding, a man's man from his boots, black against the snow, to the vizor of his immaculate cap, impervious alike to man's petty criticisms and God's storms.

Chattering with cold, we marched by in stiff review, and then lined up before him and listened as his big voice boomed out above us, brief, terse, to the point, a message worth the hearing.

' ' Men of the London Scottish, you have a record to uphold. Three things only would I leave with you to-day, you soldiers of the British Empire. First, fear God; second, honor your king; and third, respect the women." His voice caught, and he repeated with added emphasis, ''Respect the women. ' '

Then, with a brief nod of dismissal, he thanked and congratulated our colonel for the splendid appearance of his men, and disappeared into the blinding snows.

No trains were waiting to bear us back. They had long since gone about other and more important business, and we were left to plow homeward through fifteen miles of sodden sleet and slush.

Then came the call ; one hundred and fifty of us were going to France immediately. Some kind fate smiled on me, and I was among the first of our battalion to be selected. There were brief, but hearty, congratulations from the unfortunates who remained behind, and we of the favored few were off for forty-eight hours' leave before entraining for Southampton.

Forty-eight hours is a niggardly enough allowance for some occasions, but forty-eight hours before departing for the battle-front is an everlasting hell of torment. My first advice to any soldier in similar circumstances is to go to the theater, the tavern, go to any place but the place you want to go, home. I say this because I know what those last forty-eight hours cost my mother, though she showed the terrific strain but little.

It was a Sunday night; I remember we had been to church together; my mother, my sisters and my little dog. Rags, walked to the station with me. I wished devoutly that they had stayed at home, and yet I valued every minute with them as my life, and blessed the long walk and the belated train.

All about us were other men and other women, some talking excitedly, feverishly trying to cram into a moment the thoughts and hopes and prayers of a lifetime. Others stood silently, crowded close together, seeming to suck some modicum of comfort from their very nearness. Porters — there were porters then — brushed past with professional zeal ; trains shrieked and roared ; people came and went, bumped us, jostled us, but we felt them not a bit. We and those others about us were living in the past and the future, and all mankind might have roared by and we would not have seen or felt their going.

Even the little children seemed awed by the unaccustomed atmosphere about them. Women with babies in their arms held them up for a last fond caress of a khaki-clad father, not too proud to show a glistening eye. One chap — he sat next to me — ^was going back for the second time, and he leaned far out of the quaint old English coach to implant a last kiss upon the candy-covered lips of a pink little cherub.

My mother watched and chatted until the final preliminary jerk told us that we were on our way. Then she waved gaily to me, and flung me a last brave kiss. I thought I saw her lips quiver for an instant, but she bent to pick up Rags, who was making frantic efforts to board the train, and when she straightened again her eyes smiled, steady and brave, above his wriggling body.

At London we entrained for Southampton amid the cheering strains of that ancient Scottish dirge, **Will Ye nae Come back again,'* truly an inspiring note to waft after a bunch of trench-bound soldiers. At Southampton we were given the allegorical keys to the city and more freedom than was good for some of us. The group to which I attached myself made a valiant, but wholly vain, endeavor to consume the entire stock of some score or more ale-houses, and the results were not unusual.

I must admit that I have only faint recollections of a rather rough and toilsome journey to the camp-grounds. There was a moment of awful concentration as I endeavored to gather my scattered wits sufficiently to pass muster as a soldier, sober and sedate. Then came an agony of fear as I realized that I had failed in my endeavor ; but a kindly provost marshal shut his experienced eye, and looked the other way, and the only punishment that awaited me was the usual morning of repentant thirst, and an awful fear of the effects of the channel-crossing upon my addled pate and stomach.

At dusk, the following evening, we embarked for France, cheered on by half of Southampton.

The dock was as black as the Styx itself, but the ship was even blacker. There were the usual false starts and cries of late arrivals, the usual turmoil and bustle, and then, as the chimes struck out eight 'clock, the dock noises suddenly became dimmer, as if a multitude of gauze-like curtains had been let down between us and them.

We were off. At the Southampton bar two powerful search-lights cut through the night and pinned us to the darkness. Through their rays flashed a torpedo-boat destroyer, a dashing black shadow smothered in spray. Semaphores wigwagged up and down; a search-light wavered drunkenly. The tiny destroyer dashed to starboard and encircled us, round and round, like some joy-crazed fox-terrier pup. Our engines increased their steady thumping, and we were off — off for France !

Chapter II

CHOPPY channel seas, proverbial the world over, a reeling world underfoot, scudding clouds, bully beef, hardtack, and a night of wellearned, but unwisely spent, revelry, mixed with the same gladsome cordiality that distinguishes oil and water. From eight that evening until midnight, I decorated an unsteady, but extremely popular, rail. But who shall say that even the darkest cloud has not its silver lining? Had it not been for that ill-timed mixture of tempest and toddy, midnight would not have brought with it a sight that will cling to me imtil my last reveille dies away.

We were four hours out, fighting through solid sheets of salty spray, when away off to the east a dim glow welled up from the horizon. By indistinguishable degrees it grew into a ball of yellow light, and a hospital ship rushed out from the mist, homeward bound, with its pathetic cargo.

White as bleached linen she was, with a huge red cross of mercy painted on her side and illuminated to all tlie neighboring seas by a powerful search-light hung from her rail. Brilliantly lighted at her foremasthead was a tremendous Red Cross flag, held out stiff and taut by the nipping breeze. At the stem a Union Jack floated, and about her rail a band of alternate white and green lights set this ship apart, beyond all mistaking, as a vessel that held nothing that she feared to show.

As far as you can see her a hospital ship is a hospital ship and nothing else. Out of the night, like a torch, she springs, and into the night she speeds, bound for Blighty, for home. Such ships it is, these white messengers of mercy, plainly marked, that the Hun sinks '*by inadvertence. ' ' She passed, and we held on our course through the thick blackness of the night.

Out of the morning mist came France, and down to the boat to meet us pushed a great sombercolored throng, of women mostly. There were a few men, old fellows, and a scattering of chattering little children.

Color? There was none; it was black everywhere. Even in those early days France was a mourning nation. The Marne had cost. Mons had cost. They are four years past, and still, even to-day, France fights on.

The France of the boulevardes and cafes is not and never has been the real France, any more than the children of your comic supplements are the real children of America. The real France is a nation of impenetrable depth and strength, grim and everlasting.

As we skipped off from the boat, the cheery faces of a few American women called to us. Before them were great piles of rolls that tasted like home, and huge urns of steaming coffee belched forth untold gallons of renewed life to wave-worn Tommies.

You can have no realization of how delicious a roll and a steaming cup of coffee can be until behind you is a night on the English Channel, and before you France and the fighting-line.

Up into the railroad yards we moved, after a brief rest, and then war — the first intimation of it — jumped out at us. Gone were the English coaches, with their unappreciated comforts. Before us was a string of very ordinary and very dingy box-cars, boldly labeled :

Hommes 40 Chevaux 20

The above, which was translated by the more worldly-wise among us, referred to the ability of said cars to carry forty men or twenty horses. Personally, I am convinced that some one made a grievous error in figuring the carrying capacity of these cars. I was one of the forty ^^hommes" in one of them, and the proverbial sardine must feel lonely in comparison to us. Twelve hours of jolting added nothing to our joy, although it served to shake us into a more perfect fit within the car. Never will I complain of the five o'clock rush on your street-cars. With all its horrors, it is a stroll in the park, compared with a twelve-hour massage in an antiquated perambulator, labeled by some practical joker, **Hommes 40, Chevaux 20."