A Lover in homespun, and other stories

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mwm ■### :##!% i&#llir^M A LOVER IN HOMESPUN AND OTHER STORIES BY F. CLIFFORD SMITH TORONTO: WILLIAM BRIGGS 29-33 Richmond St. West Moktreal : C. W. COATES. Halifax: S. F. HUEST1S. Entered, according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, in the year one thousand eight hundred and ninety-six, by William Briqgs, at the Department of Agriculture. TCo fliM: /l&otber, WHO HAS TAKEN SUCH A WARM AND LOVING INTEREST IN MY LITERARY ENDEAVORS, I DEDICATE MY HOOK OF CANADIAN STORIES. CONTENTS. Paok A Lover in Homespun - 7 The Faith that Removes Mountains - 31 A Pair of Boots 50 A Prairie Episode 79 A Daughter of the Church - - - lt)5 A Perilous Encounter .._._. 125 Le Loup-Garou 134 A Christmas Adventure ... - 148 Narcisse's Friend ... 155 A Strange Presentiment .... 170 A Memorable Dinner H %ox>cv in Ibomespun.

Onesime Charest, farmer, of L'Orignal, was a happy man. As he drove through the quaint little French- Canadian village, on his way to the railway station, he was saluted by the villagers with much ceremony. Everyone knew perfectly well just what it was that was taking farmer Charest to the station this beautiful hazy afternoon. Over a week had now elapsed since he received the letter from his son Zotique, in the United States, saying he would be home on September 10th. Before the important communication had been in the village a day, it was common property, and had been read and re-read until almost every soul in the place knew it off by heart. The wanderer's return was to be made more momentous by Madame Charest inviting a large number of guests to a party, to be given by her the evening he returned.

If these worthy people were in a joyous mood the night of the party, nature appeared equally so ; for by the time the first hay-cart, with its burden of guests, drove up to the scene of the festivities, the moon, as though specially engaged to do duty on this honored occasion, stood right over farmer Charest's house, and with jovial countenance beamed into the faces of the arriving guests, and threw such a kindly light over the farmer's rough, nondescript garments as t<> make them look almost like good, soft broadcloth. It also paid flattering attention to Madame Charest, and so beautified her thin face and silvered her grey hair, as she stood in the door and welcomed the arrivals, as to make the neighbors affirm — and that in a manner that it would have been utterly useless to try and gainsay — that she looked far younger than she did ten years ago !

Chapter I. The Rift Within The Lute

There is nothing but death Our affections can sever, Arid till life's latest breath, Love shall bind us forever." The words, as they flowed musically from the throat of the fair singer at the piano, were inflected with a subtle irony, which caused the frown to deepen upon the brow of the tall, scholarly, though somewhat morose-looking man who had entered the parlor soon after the singer had begun, and who, without glancing in her direction, had seated himself on one of the many luxuriant chairs which strewed the room. As he sat and listened to the song, sweet and simple in itself, but made with deft and almost impercep tible intonation on certain words, clearly for his ear, the stern lines about his mouth visibly deepened. Finally the song ceased,' and the singer swung slowly and noiselessly round and looked across at her husband, whose back was turned towards her.

From the brilliant look in her eyes, it was evident she was laboring under suppressed excitement. She was a young woman of about twenty-six, singularly beautiful and with a fine intellectual cast of countenance. From her shoulders hung a richly-lined opera cloak, which, being fastened only at the throat, dis closed a figure of more than ordinary grace and symmetry. As her husband continued silent, she presently arose, and with a peculiar smile playing about her mouth, walked calmly over to him, and laying her hand on the back of his chair, said, in a voice in which the same subtle tone was noticeable : " My lord, you see I have obeyed, and have not gone out without coming here, as commanded by you, to learn your pleasure regarding my coming in and going out." ' Harold Townsley arose hastily, and said sternly and angrily, as he faced her : " Was it necessary, Grace, to sing that song in such a manner ?

Did you wish me to understand through it the state of your present feelings toward me ? I dislike to harbor the thought that you chose the song, and began to sing it in the manner you did, the moment you heard me coming." Had his tone been less angry and stern, her reply might not have been so bitterly cutting. " Your questions, Harold, I must say, are pointed ones," she answered, as, seating herself, she broke into a seemingly disingenuous smile, and shook her head protestingly ; " and it seems to me that they are utterly uncalled for, too Our life for the past two years should have demonstrated that fact. How ever, to answer your questions : Your intuitions were correct ; I did choose that song purposely for you, and only began to sing it when I heard you coming. As to the question of my sentiments toward you: When you remember that it is scarcely twenty minutes since you, once more, bitterly found fault with me, and that, too, almost before the servants, because I chose to go out again to-night, and angrily informed me that you would like to see me here before I left the house — surely you did not expect to find me trill ing a love-song for you in heart-broken accents !

Still, I must say that I wish you had not made it necessary for me to be so tryingly frank." Her reply stung him deeply. With tightening lips he turned 'away, and muttered under his breath, " I am, indeed, right ! She has not the slightest love left for me ; it will delight her to be free." " Grace," he said, a little sadly — but, unfortunately, also again sternly — as he halted by her side, " You and I, like so many others, evidently were not intended for each other." Her clasped hands tightened, but he did not notice it ; he was sure that he thoroughly understood her now. " It is a pity," he went on, grimly, with his eyes fixed on the carpet, " that human nature is not gifted with the faculty of reading the future ; so many mistakes and so much suffering would be prevented." He was thinking more of the unhappy days she must have spent with him, during the past two years, than of his own disappointment in her.

But she did not understand the words in this way, and thinking he wanted her to know what a terrible mistake he had made when he married her, five years ago, her high strung, nervous temperament was aroused still more, and rising quickly, she said, almost recklessly : " I never knew before, Harold, that you were such a humanitarian and had such lofty longings to save others suffering1; indeed, were you not evidently so much in earnest, I should certainly think that you were indulging in jests." Somehow her low laugh, this time, hardly rang true. The cynical reply caused her husband's figure to straighten out stiffly — they both were now at danger ous cross purposes. Meeting his gaze, she went on crisply : " And was it for the sake of expatiating on the general failure of marriage that you commanded me to meet you here before I could go out ?"

Without waiting for a reply, she drew out her gold watch, and after glancing at it, said carelessly, " I am afraid I shall not be able to listen to all the pros and cons of this vast question to-night, as I have, as you are aware, to be at the opera in a half -hour or so." His face now lit up angrily, as he rejoined hotly, " Yes, it was to discuss this vast question that I wanted to see you alone ; but not to discuss it in the abstract, as you evidently think, but as it concerns you and me, and to try to remedy, as far as possible, the mistake you evidently must have made when you thought you loved and married me." As he ceased and turned away toward the piano, she almost sank on the chair at her side. " Where are we drifting ?" she whispered ; " surely it has not come to this between Harold and me !

" His back was turned to her, and he was fingering the music restlessly, trying to get command of himself for what he had to say. Turning, he leaned against the piano, and fixing his eyes on the comely head with its rich brown covering, he said firmly, but not without some emotion, " We have drifted, and drifted so, Grace, that there is nothing else left — we must part." Her breath came quickly, but there was no other sign that she was agitated. He paused, in his heart hoping she would give some sign that the words meant something to her, and that he might, even yet, catch some evidence that her love for him was not utterly dead. During the pause which ensued, she turned her face away from him, and so he did not see the look almost of terror which it now wore. Construing her silence into simple acquiescence, and thus angered the more, he went on in a hard voice : " During the past two years the change in you, Grace, has been incomprehensible to me.

For my wishes you have not shown the slightest regard, while your home, as you know, has held no attrac tions for you — possibly because I am in it. You have persisted in going out alone to the opera, to parties and social attractions of a like nature, until you have almost become talked about." His voice grew more bitter as he continued to recall the past. " Had you been a plain woman you would likely have found some attractions at your home ; but the love of adulation and the greed of excitement and false flattery seem now to be so necessary to you that your true womanliness has been killed." He was now pacing the floor in deep agitation. A transformation had crept over his wife's face. Her cheeks were no longer pale, but flushed with anger, while her head was thrown back defiantly and her hands tightly clenched.

" And has my lord finished the list of his wife's accomplishments ?" she asked, smothering her anger by a strong effort, and speaking as though in jest. Quietly walking over to where she was sitting, he said, in a tense voice : " No, not quite. The bitterest memory I have of my wife is her heartless conduct toward the memory qf our poor dead boy. When he was alive I really believed that you loved him passionately ; but scarcely had he been dead a year when this greed for gaiety and excitement took possession of you, and you began to go out every where. You knew he was dearer to me than life, and that his memory was with me every hour of the day. How little true sentiment, after all, there must have been in your professed idolization of him. With such a mother it is perhaps well that he is dead !

" His voice broke for a moment as memories of the boy he had so idolized crowded back upon him. Looking into her now flashing eyes he continued bitterly: "I am weary of the bitter scenes between us, and of your heartlessness, Grace, and we must part. I shall leave the house to-night and live my life elsewhere. You can stay here and enjoy the frivolity which is dearer to you than your husband, the memory of your dead boy, or — " " You are a coward, Harold Townsley ! " As she faced him, her head thrown back, her opera cloak lying in artistic disorder at her feet, exposing the richly trimmed dress, and the soft outlines of her fine figure, her eyes flashing and her bosom rapidly heaving, she looked, indeed, ready to do and dare anything. Had he not been so wrought up himself he would have seen that he was goading her beyond endurance.

When he mentioned their dead boy she had winced as though in bodily pain, but when he accused her of heartlessness towards his memory, she had grown so unstrung that she could scarcely contain herself. Never before in their differences had he accused her of faithlessness to the memory of their boy. The fear of having her husband leave her had now been swept away by the wave of indignation which possessed her. He could not have started back in more surprise and dismay had she struck him, than when he heard her call him a coward and saw her intense anger. With a great effort she mastered the wild rush of words that sprang to her lips, and bowing tohim derisively said, as she looked into his face : " Truly a most gallant husband and a gentleman ! And so, for sooth, you would desert your wife because she has forgotten the memory of her dead boy — whom she never truly loved— and because she thirsts after pleasure and excitement: What wondrous discern ment !

What a wise judge of human nature ! " Her ironical laugh was now true in intonation. " Utterly heartless," he whispered, almost wonder ingly as he sank down on his chair. She caught the words and said easily : " Yes, thanks to my husband, utterly heartless." Then calmly drawing a chair near to his, she said in an amused tone : " And let me tell you how this interesting metaphysical transformation was brought about." His anger had died away and he looked at her pityingly. " I shall have to go back to two years ago," she continued, " for up to that time you never doubted the existence of my heart — in fact, you will remember you more than once told me that I was too tender hearted, and that you hoped deep sorrow would never come to me, because I had the capacity to suffer more than most women.

The great change came with my boy's death." For a brief space the mocking light died out of her face, while her voice grew deeply earnest. A rush of memories made her emotion so keen that she could not keep seated, and walking to and fro she talked rapidly, at times almost wildly. " Your discernment for once was right : I had the capacity for suffering more than most women, and infinitely more than my husband, with all his worship of our boy. After his death my heart craved love and sympathy as it had never done before, and to whom but you was I to turn for it ? And was it given ? Let your conscience answer. With his death you shut me out of your heart, as I have said, when I most needed your sympathy. How many times before this passion for excitement, which you speak of, took possession of me, did I come to you in your study, in which you isolated yourself so, and tried, in number less little ways, to show you how sorely I needed you — tried to make our sorrow a common one, tried to make you realize that I needed your company and sympathy to save me from the thoughts which seemed to be wearing away my very life.

A dog could not more mutely have shown its craving for pity and companionship than I did ; but the more I sought you out the more the desire seemed to grow upon you to nurse your own sorrow alone. At last it got so (you must remember) that I saw you only at our meals, which you ate almost in silence. The continued quiet of the house, and the company of my own sad thoughts and longings for him, finally grew more than I could bear, and so, after a year of suffering and solitude in this house, I broke down and tried to forget by accepting social invitations. I had, of course, to go out alone : you refused to go with me. So now 1 have humiliated myself to tell you the truth, and you can judge whether I am heartless or not ; whether I truly loved my boy or not ; and who is to blame if I am now heartless."

She paused suddenly before him and said, in a firm, decisive voice : " Until I heard your words to-night my heart had not wholly hardened towTard you, but now the little affection I had left for you has entirely gone. Never could a woman have been more disappointed in a man than I have been in you ; the idol I set up has been broken into a thousand fragments. In adversity, when your manliness should have stood out true and bright, it warped and has grown to be a pitiable thing. Your life is now so narrow and morbid that you have but little sense of justice left, as is shown by your throwing upon me all the blame for the trouble which has been growing up between us, and which has at last separated us. You have said, Harold, that we must part ; you have spoken truly. You have said, to-night ; again you have spoken truly, for on no consideration shall this roof shelter us again.

If you do not leave to-night, I most surely shall." Her mood again changed, and she said, with a low laugh, as she paced the floor with an amused air : " And so I, Mrs. Townsley, am to be a deserted wife, a ' grass widow,' and all as a punishment for being heartless, too fond of pleasure, and for not having had any real love for my only boy ! What a dire, dire punishment, Harold!" She glanced mockingly down at the bowed head of her husband, which was now pillowed in his hands, and with another burst of musical laughter, swept gracefully over to the ■CO A LOVER IN HOMESPUN. piano, seated herself at it, struck a few chords ; and then, as if driven by sudden impulse, wheeled quickly round and said : " But the runaway husband shall have something pleasant to remember the poor de serted wife by in his wanderings.

Be sure, Harold, and always think of me as singing this love-lorn ditty." Again she laughed, but this time there was a peculiar tremor in her voice which betrayed, better than anything else could have done, the great effort she was making to sustain her pride. " Now listen : •" Oh 1 leave not your Kathleen, there's no one can cheer her, Alone in this wide world unpitied she'll sigh ; And the scenes that were loveliest when thou wert near her Will—" " Grace ' Grace ! " His hands trembled with deep emotion, as he laid one on her shoulder, and with the other hushed the words that cut him so keenly. As he had listened to her, and at last understood her overwhelming love for their boy — and had realized, too, that it was indeed he who was to blame for their estrangement — a look of deep surprise had gradually overspread his face.

Twice he had tried to interrupt her, but in vain, until finally, almost con vinced by her torrent of anger, contempt and derision, that he had indeed lost all hold upon her affections, he hail sunk back bewildered in his chair, and covered his face with his hands. But the mocking refrain of the song was more than he could bear, and so he had sprung to his feet, gone to her side, and putting his hand over her scornful lips had hushed the song. As she wheeled defiantly round and looked up at him, he said remorsefully, his face pale and haggard : " I see, at last, Grace ; I have been very blind and narrow ; it is I, and only I, who am to blame for this estrangement. Had I only understood earlier, and not have been so blinded with my own sorrow ! How very deeply you must have suffered, dear, with no one to comfort the bereaved mother-heart.

As I now look over the past I cannot think how ever I got to think that your nature was shallow, and that your affection for our boy was not deep and true. Ah, how much easier it would have been had we borne the sorrow together, instead of suffering alone ; and it was my fault that we did not ! Grace, I need your pardon to-night far more than ever you needed my help and sympathy ; and I know, now, how great that was." He held out his arms pleadingly towards her : " Grace, try and forgive me ! " If he had humiliated her in any other way than by telling her he would desert her, her deeply wounded pride could not have held out, and she surely must have found refuge in his arms. But her humiliation had been so very deep, and her mood was now such that every nerve was quivering with indignation ; so, subduing the pleading of her heart, she sprang away from the outstretched arms.

As she faced him the angry color again stole into her cheeks, and she exclaimed, in a suppressed voice : " There are things, Harold, that a woman cannot forgive and retain her self-respect. Even had I been as fickle as you thought, that would not have been sufficient reason for you to make up your mind to desert me ; and in deserting me, place me in a position for the world to suspect, wag its head at, and gossip over. You knew it would do this, and yet it did not alter your decision to throw me over. And now, after having renounced me, you ask me to forget and fly back to your arms." She laughed bitterly, her man ner growing cynical once more. " No, no, Harold," she continued, " there can be no kissing, no making up and being good between us ; the knife has cut too deep. I prefer facing the world, as you have decided, rather than trying to live down this humiliation with you, and being in constant dread of your threatening to desert me again, should any misunderstanding arise in the future."

She again paused for a brief space, and then went on, in a firm, quiet tone : " There is no use in prolong ing this interview; nothing will alter my decision ; we will both follow out the course you have mapped out. I repeat again, Harold, that if you do not leave the house, as intended, I certainly shall." Again seating herself at the piano, she ran her fingers restlessly over the keys, as though his pres ence were trying to her. He stood by the side of the piano for a space and looked sadly and absently at her; but her set face gave him no encouragement. With a troubled air he turned and began to walk slowly and thoughtfully toward the door — when in deep distress he always grew strangely absent. When near the door his attention was attracted by a little book lying on a table. He picked it up, without appearing to be conscious of doing so, and opened it, but his eyes wandered far away from the open pages.

He raised his hand thoughtfully to his face and said, ponderingly, to himself, in a low voice : " How — how could I have made such a mistake — such a frightful mistake . How changed she is, too ! " She now began to play a low, dreamy air, which stole into his heart and riveted his laggard feet still more to the room where she was. As he slowly turned away, she partly turned her head, and with unmoved face watched his retreating figure. But when she noted his absent manner, which she recalled so well ; saw the pondering look on his face when he picked up the book, which she knew he was not conscious of holding; caught the tired droop of his shoulders, and the glint of early grey hair at his temples, a pathetic expression stole about her mouth, and she made a motion as though she would cease playing and go over to him; but the bitterness was greater than the pity, and conquering the impulse, she kept her seat and played on.

As he was closing the book it fell on the table. His eyes followed it mechanically. " Yes," he went on presently, as though following out a deep train of thought, " a frightful mistake, how could I have made it?" His restless fingers sought his watch-chain as he once more turned toward the door. The notes from the piano were now getting faint, low and irregular — her face was still turned in his direction. As he was about to open the door, his attention was attracted by a thermometer which hung there in a prettily worked frame. Taking it down he looked at it for a space and then, unthinkingly, put it into his pocket. As the door was closing behind him his lips again moved : "Yes, a frightful, frightful mistake !" She continued to play, her face turned toward the door ; but the white fingers were now straying very waveringly over the keys.

Suddenly the room was filled with a discordant jar — her arms were resting heavily on the keys, her face buried in them, and her shoulders were heaving in quick distress. If he had but come back then !

When Mary Tiffin, who had been in the employ of the Townsleys ever since their marriage, excitedly entered the parlor ten minutes after the events nar rated, it was empty. Mary was a comely maiden of forty-three, of comfortable proportions and goodly to look upon. Her cheeks were still attractively round ; her glossy black hair was, with much placidity, smoothed over her temples, cunningly brought above her ears, and twisted in an alluring knot at the back of her head. Her eyes were of that deep peculiar blue which generally is such a menace to the peace of the sterner sex, and over which lovers are wont to expati ate so tryingly to bosom friends. Wringing her hands and ruefully shaking her head, Mary walked first to one end and then to the other of the long room. Finally she broke out in healthy Yorkshire dialect: " Wheere, oh, wheere can that lad John be ?

I'm crazed wi' all this trouble ; nivver' did I see the missus so worked up before, and she winna change her mind, no matter what is said. I'm just as sure as I can be that if they part now they'll nivver come together again. Who'd a thow't it 'ud ever come to this between 'em." She fairly panted with the burden of her feelings. Just as she was about to break out into fresh lamentations, the door slowly opened, disclosing the sober face and lean figure of John Herbert Bedford Iiawson, confidential servant to Mr. Townsley. " Eh, lad, but I'm right glad to see thee ! " exclaimed Mary, as she caught hold of John's meagre arm and unceremoniously hurried him into the room. For some reason or other, Mr. Lawson evinced no especial pleasure at seeing the comely Mary, as was clearly demonstrated by the ungallant manner in which he tried to brace himself back as she drew him forward.

When finally released, he said in a sceptical voice, as he indignantly put to rights his disturbed linen : " Oh, thou art glad to see me, art thou ? P'raps thou art ; strange things happen in this world. Yet I'll be bound that it's not for myself thou art glad." While speaking, he knitted his eyebrows in a most menacing manner. He was a small, thin man, about forty-five years of age, and clean shaven. As he stood eyeing Mary through his glasses he looked a crusted character enough. " Nay, lad," she said reproachfully, putting her hand on his arm, " don't thou talk in a tone like that and look so sour ; it don't become thee ; it's not natural, too, and thou knows it." Then she went on anxiously: " Thou knows what is troubling me ; thou art the maister's private servant, and he must have told thee what has happened.

Now we mun think o' some thing, John, to stop 'em from breaking up in this way. We daren't go and tell anyone else about the trouble, so do, lad, do try and think o' something, for there's no time to be lost." In her excitement and distress she almost shook him. The repellent look was still on John's face as he replied more ungraciously than before : " Nay, I can think o' nowt. I can tell thee, though, that the maister's told me to have the carriage ready to catch the train that goes east at nine " (he turned and looked at the clock on the mantel — it was 8.15), " and, as thou sees, that'll be in forty -five minutes. Of course, thou knows that I shall go wi' him." " Eh, but how the world will talk, and what she'll have to bear ! " broke out Mary vehemently, as she sank back on a chair almost in tears.