A daughter of to-day : a novel

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Chapter I

Miss Kimpsey dropped into an arm-chair in Mrs. Leslie Bell’s drawing-room and crossed her small dusty feet before her while she waited for Mrs. Leslie Bell. Sitting there, thinking a little of how tired she was and a great deal of what she had come to say, Miss Kimpsey enjoyed a sense of con¬ sideration that came through the ceiling with the muffled sound of rapid footsteps in the chamber above. Mrs. Bell would be “ down in a minute,” the maid had said. Miss Kimpsey was inclined to forgive a greater delay, with this evidence of liasteful preparation going on overhead. The longer she had to ponder her mission the better, and she sat up nervously straight pondering it, tracing with her parasol a sage-green block in the elderly aestheticated pattern of the carpet.

Miss Kimpsey was thirty-five, with a pale, oblong

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little face, that looked younger under its softening “bang’7 of fair curls across the forehead. She was a buff-and-gray-colored creature, with a narrow square chin and narrow square shoulders, and a flatness and straightness about her everywhere that gave her rather the effect of a wedge, to which the big black straw hat she wore tilted a little on one side somehow conduced. Miss Kimpsey might have figured anywhere as a representative of the New England feminine surplus — there was a distinct sug¬ gestion of character under her unimportant little features — and her profession was proclaimed in her person, apart from the smudge of chalk on the sleeve of her jacket. She had been born and brought up and left over in Illinois, however, in the town of Sparta, Illinois. She had developed her conscience there, and no doubt, if one knew it well, it would show peculiarities of local expansion directly con¬ nected with hot corn-bread for breakfast, as opposed to the accredited diet of legumes upon which con¬ sciences arrive at such successful maturity in the East. It was, at all events, a conscience in excellent controlling order. It directed Miss Kimpsey, for example, to^teacli three times a week in the boys’ night-school through the winter, no matter how sharply the wind blew off Lake Michigan, in addi¬ tion to her daily duties at the High School, where

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for ten years she had imparted instruction in the “English branches/7 translating Chaucer into the modern dialect of Sparta, Illinois, for the benefit of Miss Elfrida Bell, among others. It had sent her on this occasion to see Mrs. Leslie Bell, and Miss Kimpsey could remember circumstances under which she had obeyed her conscience with more alacrity.

“ It isn’t/7 said Miss Kimpsey, with internal dis¬ couragement, “ as if I knew her well.77

Miss Kimpsey did not know Mrs. Bell at all well. Mrs. Bell was president of the Browning Club, and Miss Kimpsey was a member ; they met, too, in the social jumble of fancy fairs in aid of the new church organ ; they had a bowing acquaintance — that is, Mrs. Bell had. Miss Kimpsey’s part of it was responsive, and she always gave a thought to her boots and her gloves when she met Mrs. Bell. It was not that the Spartan social circle which Mrs. Bell adorned had any vulgar prejudice against the fact that Miss Kimpsey earned her own living — more than one of its ornaments had done the same thing — and Miss Kimpsey’s relations were all “in grain” and obviously respectable. It was simply that none of the Kimpseys, prosperous or poor, had ever been in society in Sparta, for reasons which Sparta itself would probably be unable to define ; and this one was not likely to be thrust among

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the elect because she taught school and enjoyed life upon a scale of ethics.

Mrs. Bell’s drawing-room was a slight distraction to Miss Kimpsey’s nervous thoughts. The little school-teacher had never been in it before, and it impressed her. u It’s just what you would expect her parlor to be/’ she said to herself, looking fur¬ tively round. She could not help her sense of im¬ propriety ; she had always been taught that it was very bad manners to observe anything in another person’s house, but she could not help looking either. She longed to get up and read the names of the books behind the glass doors of the tall bookcase at the other end of the room, for the sake of the little quiver of respectful admiration she knew they would give her; but she did not dare to do that. Her eyes went from the bookcase to the photo¬ gravure of Dore’s “ Entry into Jerusalem,” under which three Japanese dolls were arranged with charming effect. “ The Reading Magdalen ” caught them next, a colored photograph, and then a Mag¬ dalen of more obscure origin in much blackened oils and a very deep frame ; then still another Mag¬ dalen, more modern, in monochrome. In fact, the room was full of Magdalens, and on an easel in the corner stood a Mater Dolorosa, lifting up her stream¬ ing eyes. Granting the capacity to take them seri-

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ously, they might have depressed some people, hut they elevated Miss Ivimpsey.

She was equally elevated by the imitation willow pattern plates over the door, and the painted yel¬ low daffodils on the panels, and the orange-colored Revue des Deux Mondes on the corner of the table, and the absence of all bows or draperies from the furniture. Miss Kimpsey’s own parlor was ex¬ crescent with bows and draperies. “She is above them/7 thought Miss Kimpsey, with a little pang. The room was so dark that she could not see how old the Revue was 5 she did not know either that it was always there, that unexceptionable Parisian periodical, with Dante in the original and red leather, Academy Rotes, and the Nineteenth Century, all helping to furnish Mrs. Leslie Bell’s drawing¬ room in a manner in accordance with her tastes ; but if she had, Miss Kimpsey would have been equally impressed. It took intellect even to select these things. The other books, Miss Kimpsey noticed by the numbers labelled on their backs, were most¬ ly from the circulating library — “David Grieve/7 “Cometh up as a Flower/7 “The Earthly Paradise/7 Ruskin’s “ Stones of Venice/7 Marie Corelli’s “ Ro¬ mance of Two Worlds.77 The mantelpiece was ar¬ ranged in geometrical disorder, but it had a gilt clock under a glass shade precisely in the middle.

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When the gilt clock indicated, in a mincing way, that Miss Kimpsey had been kept waiting fifteen min¬ utes, Mrs. Bell came in. She had fastened her last button and assumed the expression appropriate to Miss Kimpsey at the foot of the stair. She was a tall, thin woman, with no color and rather narrow brown eyes much wrinkled round about, and a forehead that loomed at you, and grayish hair twisted high into a knot behind — a knot from which a wispy end almost invariably escaped. When she smiled her mouth curved downward, showing a number of large even white teeth, and made deep lines which suggested various things, according to the nature of the smile, on either side of her face. As a rule one might take them to mean a rather deprecating acceptance of life as it stands — they seemed in¬ tended for that — and then Mrs. Bell would express an enthusiasm and contradict them. As she came through the door under the u Entry into Jerusalem,” saying that she really must apologize, she was sure it was unpardonable keeping Miss Kimpsey waiting like this, the lines expressed an intention of being as agreeable as possible without committing herself to return Miss Kimpsey’s visit.

11 Why, no, Mrs. Bell,” Miss Kimpsey said ear¬ nestly, with a protesting buff- and- gray smile, “I didn’t mind waiting a particle — honestly I didn’t.

Besides, I presume it’s early for a call; but I thought I’d drop in on my way from school.’’ Miss Kimpsey was determined that Mrs. Bell should have every excuse that charity could invent for her. She sat down again, and agreed with Mrs. Bell that they were having lovely weather, especially when they remembered what a disagreeable fall it had been last year; certainly this October had been just about perfect. The ladies used these superla¬ tives in the tone of mild defiance that almost any statement of fact has upon feminine lips in America. It did not seem to matter that their observations were entirely in union.

“I thought I’d run in — ” said Miss Kimpsey, screwing herself up by the arm of her chair.

“ Yes?”

“ And speak to you about a thing I’ve been think¬ ing a good deal of, Mrs. Bell, this last day or two. It’s about Elfrida.”

Mrs. Bell’s expression became judicial. If this was a complaint — and she was not accustomed to com¬ plaints of Elfrida — she would be careful how she took it.

“ I hope — ” she began.

“ Oh, you needn’t worry, Mrs. Bell. It’s nothing about her conduct, and it’s nothing about her school work.”

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“Well, that’s a relief,” said Mrs. Bell, as if slie had expected it would be. “ But I know she’s bad at figures. The child can’t help that, though ; she gets it from me. I think I ought to ask you to be lenient with her on that account.”

“I have nothing to do with the mathematical branches, Mrs. Bell. I teach only English to the senior classes. But I haven’t heard Mr. Jackson complain of Elfrida at all.” Feeling that she could no longer keep her errand at arm’s length, Miss Kimpsey desperately closed with it. “ I’ve come — I hope you won’t mind — Mrs. Bell, Elfrida has been quoting Rousseau in her compositions, and I thought you’d like to know.”

“ In the original ? ” asked Mrs. Bell, with interest. “I didn’t think her French was advanced enough for that.”

“No, from a translation,” Miss Kimpsey replied. “Her sentence ran: ‘As the gifted Jean Jacques Rousseau told the world in his “ Confessions ” ’ — I forget the rest. That was the part that struck me most. She had evidently been reading the works of Rousseau.”

“ Very likely. Elfrida has her own subscription at the library,” Mrs. Bell said speculatively. “It shows a taste in reading beyond her years, doesn’t it, Miss Kimpsey ? The child is only fifteen.”

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“ Well, I’ve never read Rousseau/7 the little teacher stated definitely. “ Isn’t he — atheistical, Mrs. Bell, and improper every way ? 77

Mrs. Bell raised her eyebrows and pushed out her lips at the severity of this ignorant condemnation. “ He was a genius, Miss Kimpsey — rather I should say he is, for genius cannot die. He is much thought of in France. People there make a little shrine of the house he occupied with Madame Warens, you know.77

“ Oh ! 77 returned Miss Kimpsey, “ French people.77

“Yes. The French are peculiarly happy in the way. they sanctify genius/7 said Mrs. Bell vaguely, with a feeling that she was wasting a really valua¬ ble idea.

“Well, you’ll have to excuse me, Mrs. Bell. Pd always heard you entertained about as liberal views as there were going on any subject, but I didn’t expect they embraced Rousseau.77 Miss Kimpsey spoke cpiite meekly. “I know we live in an age of progress, but I guess I’m not as progressive as some.77

“Many will stay behind/7 interrupted Mrs. Bell impartially, “ but many more will advance.77

“ And I thought maybe Elfrida had been reading that author without your knowledge or approval, and that perhaps you’d like to know.”

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“I neither approve nor disapprove,” said Mrs. Bell, poising her elbow on the table, her chin upon her hand, and her judgment, as it were, upon her chin. “ I think her mind ought to develop along the lines that nature intended; I think nature is wiser than I am” — there was an effect of conde¬ scending explanation here — “and I don’t feel justi¬ fied in interfering. I may be wrong—”

“ Oh no ! ” said Miss Kimpsey.

“ But Elfrida’s reading has always been very general. She has a remarkable mind, if you will excuse my saying so ; it devours everything. I can’t tell you when she learned to read, Miss Kimp¬ sey — it seemed to come to her. She has often reminded me of what you see in the biographies of distinguished people about their youth. There are really a great many points of similarity some¬ times. I shouldn’t be surprised if Elfrida did any¬ thing. I wish I had had her opportunities ! ”

“ She’s growing very good-looking,” remarked Miss Kimpsey.

“It’s an interesting face,” Mrs. Bell returned. “ Here is her last photograph. It’s full of soul, I think. She posed herself,” Mrs. Bell added uncon¬ sciously.

It was a cabinet photograph of a girl whose eyes looked definitely out of it, dark, large, wrell shaded,

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full of a desire to be beautiful at once expressed and fulfilled. The nose was a trifle heavily blocked, but the mouth had sensitiveness and charm. There was a heaviness in the chin, too, but the free spring¬ ing curve of the neck contradicted that, and the symmetry of the face defied analysis. It was turned a little to one side, wistfully - the pose and the ex¬ pression suited each other perfectly.

“ Full of soul ! ” responded Miss Kimpsey. “ She takes awfully well, doesn’t she ? It reminds me — it reminds me of pictures Eve seen of Rachel, the act¬ ress, really it does.”

“ I’m afraid Elfrida has no talent that way.” Mrs. Bell’s accent was quite one of regret.

“ She seems completely wrapped up in her paint¬ ing just now,” said Miss Kimpsey, with her eyes still on the photograph.

“Yes; I often wonder what her career will be, and sometimes it comes home to me that it must be art. The child can’t help it — she gets it straight from me. But there were no art classes in my day.” Mrs. Bell’s tone implied a large measure of what the world had lost in consequence. “Mr. Bell doesn’t agree with me about Elfrida’s being predestined for art,” she went on, smiling ; “ his whole idea is that she’ll marry like other people.”

“Well, if she goes on improving in looks at the

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rate she lias, you’ll find it difficult to prevent, I should think, Mrs. Bell.” Miss Kimpsey began to wonder at her own temerity in staying so long. u Should you be opposed to it ? ”

u Oh, I shouldn’t be opposed to it exactly. I won’t say I don’t expect it. I think she might do better, myself 5 but I dare say matrimony will swallow her up as it does everybody — almost everybody — else.” A finer ear than Miss Kimpsey’s might have heard in this that to overcome Mrs. Bell’s objections matri¬ mony must take a very attractive form indeed, and that she had no doubt it would. Elfrida’s instruct¬ ress did not hear it ; she might have been less over¬ come with the quality of these latter-day sentiments if she had. Little Miss Kimpsey, whom matrimony had not swallowed up, had risen to go. “ Oh, I’m sure the most gifted couldn’t do better /” she said, hardily, in departing, with a blush that turned her from buff-and-gray to brick color.

Mrs. Bell picked up the Revue after she had gone, and read three lines of a paper on the climate and the soil of Poland. Then she laid it down again at the same angle with the corner of the table which it had described before.

“ Rousseau ! ” she said aloud to herself. “ C’est un peu fort mais — ” and paused, probably for maturer reflection upon the end of her sentence.

Chapter II

a Leslie,” said Mrs. Bell, making the unnecessary feminine twist to get a view of her back hair from the mirror with a hand-glass, “ aren’t you delighted f Try to be candid with yourself now, and own that she’s tremendously improved.”

It would not have occurred to anybody but Mrs. Bell to ask Mr. Leslie Bell to be candid with him¬ self. Candor was written in large letters all over Mr. Leslie Bell’s plain, broad countenance. So was a certain obstinacy, not of will, but of adherence to prescribed principles, which might very well have been the result of living for twenty years with Mrs. Leslie Bell. Otherwise he was a thick-set man with an intelligent bald head, a fresh-colored complexion, and a well-trimmed gray beard. Mr. Leslie Bell looked at life with logic, or thought he did, and took it with ease, in a plain way. He was known to be a good man of business, with a leaning toward gen¬ erosity, and much independence of opinion. It was not a custom among election candidates to ask Les¬ lie Bell for his vote. It was pretty wtII understood 2 13

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that nothing would influence it except his “ views,” and that none of the ordinary considerations in nse with refractory electors would influence his views. He was a man of large, undemonstrative affections, and it was a matter of private regret with him that there should liaveN been only one child, and that a daughter, to bestow them upon. His simplicity of nature was utterly beyond the understanding of his wife, who had been building one elaborate theory after another about him ever since they had been married, conducting herself in mysterious accord¬ ance, but had arrived accurately only at the fact that lie preferred two lumps of sugar in his tea.

Mr. Beil did not allow his attention to be taken from the intricacies of his toilet by his wife’s ques¬ tion until she repeated it.

“Aren’t you charmed with Elfrida, Leslie ? Hasn’t Philadelphia improved her beyond your wildest dreams ? ”

Mr. Bell reflected. “You know I don’t think Elfrida has ever been as pretty as she was when she was five years old, Maggie.”

u Do say Margaret,” interposed Mrs. Bell plaint¬ ively. She had been suffering from this for twenty years.

“ It’s of no use, my dear ; I never remember un¬ less there’s company present. I was going to say

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Elfrida had certainly grown. She’s got to her full size now, I should think, and she dwarfs you, moth — Margaret.”

Mrs. Bell looked at him with tragic eyes. “Do you see no more in her than that f ” she exclaimed.

“She looks well, I admit she looks well. She seems to have got a kind of style in Philadelphia.”

“ Style ! ”

“I don’t mean fashionable style — a style of her own ; and according to the professors, neither the time nor the money has been wasted. But she’s been a long year away, Maggie. It’s been consider¬ ably dull without her for you and me. I hope she won’t take it into her head to want to leave home again.”

“If it should be necessary to her plan of life — ”

“ It won’t be necessary. She’s nineteen now, and I’d like to see her settle down here in Sparta, and the sooner the better. Her painting will be an in¬ terest for her all her life, and if ever she should be badly off she can teach. That was my idea in giv¬ ing her the training.”

“ Settle down in Sparta ! ” Mrs. Bell repeated, with a significant curve of her superior lip. “ Why, who is there — ”

“ Lots of people, though it isn’t for me to name them, nor for you either, my dear. But speaking

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generally, there isn’t a town of its size in the Union with a finer crop of go-ahead young men in it than Sparta.’7

Mrs. Bell wras leaning against the inside shutter of their bedroom window, looking out, while she waited for her husband. As she looked, one of Sparta’s go-ahead young men, glancing up as he passed in the street below and seeing her there be¬ hind the panes, raised ,1ns hat.

“ Heavens, no!” said Mrs. Bell. “You don’t un¬ derstand, Leslie.”

“Perhaps not,” Mr. Bell returned. “We must get that packing-case opened after dinner. I’m anxious to see the pictures.” Mr. Bell put the fin¬ ishing touches to his little finger-nail and briskly pocketed his penknife. “ Shall we go downstairs now ? ” he suggested. “ Fix your brooch, mother ; it’s just on the drop.”

Elfrida Bell had been a long year away — a year that seemed longer to her than it possibly could to anybody in Sparta, as she privately reflected when her father made this observation for the second and the third time. Sparta accounted for its days chiefly in ledgers, the girl thought ; there was a ris¬ ing and a going down of the sun, a little eating and drinking and speedy sleeping, a little discussion of the newspapers. Sparta got over its days by strides

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and stretches, and the strides and stretches seemed afterward to have been made over gaps and gulfs full of emptiness. The year divided itself and got its painted leaves, its white silences, its rounding buds, and its warm fragrances from the winds of heaven, and so there were four seasons in Sparta, and people talked of an early spring or a late fall j but Elfrida told herself that time had no other divi¬ sion, and the days no other color. Elfrida seemed to be unaware of the opening of the new South Ward Episcopal Methodist Church. She overlooked the municipal elections too, the plan for overhauling the town waterworks, and the reorganization of the public library. She even forgot the Browning Club.

Whereas — though Elfrida would never have said “whereas” — the days in Philadelphia had been long and full. She had often lived a week in one of them, and there had been hours that stretched them¬ selves over an infinity of life and feeling, as Elfrida saw it, looking back. In reality, her experience had been usual enough and poor enough ; but it had fed her in a way, and she enriched it with her imagi¬ nation, and thought, with keen and sincere pity, that she had been starved till then. The question that preoccupied her when she moved out of the Philadelphia station in the Chicago train was that of future sustenance. It was under the surface of her

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thoughts when she kissed her father and mother

and was made welcome home; it raised a mute

remonstrance against Mr. Bell’s cheerful prophecy

that she would he content to stay in Sparta for a

while now, and get to know the young society ; it

neutralized the pleasure of the triumphs in the

packing-box. Besides, their real delight had all

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been exhaled at the students’ exhibition in Phila¬ delphia, when Philadelphia looked at them. The opinion of Sparta, Elfrida thought, was not a mat¬ ter for anxiety. Sparta would be pleased in ad¬ vance.

Elfrida allowed one extenuating point in her in¬ dictment of Sparta: the place had produced her as she was at eighteen, when they sent her to Phila¬ delphia. This was only half conscious — she was able to formulate it later — but it influenced her sin¬ cere and vigorous disdain of the town correctively, and we may believe that it operated to except her father and mother from the general wreck of her opinion to a greater extent than any more ordinary feeling did. It was not in the least a sentiment of affection for her birthplace ; if she could have chosen she would very much have preferred to be born somewhere else. It was simply an important qualifying circumstance. Her actual and her ideal self, her most mysterious and interesting self, had

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originated in tlie air and the opportunities of Sparta. Sparta had even done her the service of showing her that she was unusual, by contrast, and Elfrida felt that she ought to be thankful to somebody or some¬ thing for being as unusual as she was. She had had a comfortable, spoiled feeling of gratitude for it before she went to Philadelphia, which had developed in the meantime into a shudder at the mere thought of what it meant to be an ordinary person.

“ I could bear not to be charming,’7 said she some¬ times to her Philadelphia looking-glass, “ but I could not bear not to be clever.”

She said u clever,” but she meant more than that. Elfrida Bell believed that something other than cleverness entered into her personal equation. She looked sometimes into her very soul to see what, but the writing there was in strange characters that faded under her eyes, leaving her uncomprehending but tranced. Meanwhile art spoke to her from all sides, finding her responsive and more responsive. Some books, some pictures, some music brought her a curious exalted sense of double life. She could not talk about it at all, but she could slip out into the wet streets on a gusty October even¬ ing, and walk miles exulting in it, and in the light • on the puddles and in the rain on her face, coming back, it must be admitted, with red cheeks and an

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excellent appetite. It led lier into strange absent silences and ways of liking to be alone, which gratified her mother and worried her father. When Elfrida burned the gas of Sparta late in her own room, it was always her father who saw the light under the door, and who came and knocked and told her that it was after eleven, and high time she was in bed. Mrs. Bell usually protested. “How can the child reach any true development/7 she asked, “if you interfere with her like this!77 to which Mr. Bell usually replied that whatever she developed, he didn’t want it to be headaches and hysteria. Elfrida invariably answered, “ Yes, papa,77 with complete docility; but it must be said that Mr. Bell generally knocked in vain, and the more perfect the submission of the daughterly reply the later the gas would be apt to burn. Elfrida was always agreeable to her father. So far as she thought of it she was appreciatively fond of him, but the relation pleased her, it was one that could be so charmingly sustained. For already out of the other world she walked in — the world of strange kin¬ ships and insights and recognitions, where she saw truth afar off and worshipped, and as often met • falsehood in the way and turned raptly to follow — the girl had drawn a vague and many-shaped idea of artistic living which embraced the filial attitude

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among others less explicable. It gave her pleasure to do certain things in certain ways. She stood and sat and spoke, and even thought, at times, with a subtle approval and enjoyment of her manner of doing it. It was not actual artistic achievement, but it was the sort of thing that entered her imagi¬ nation as such achievement’s natural corollarv. Her self-consciousness was a supreme fact of her person¬ ality ; it began earlier than any date she could re¬ member, and it was a channel of the most unfailing and intense satisfaction to her from many sources. One was her beauty, for she had developed an elu¬ sive beauty that served her moods. When she was

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dull she called herself ugly — unfairly, though her face lost tremendously in value then — and her general dislike of dullness and ugliness became particular and acute in connection with herself. It is not too much to say that she took a keen enjoying pleasure in the flush upon her own cheek and the light in her own eyes no less than in the inward sparkle that provoked it — an honest delight, she would not have minded confessing it. Her height, her symmetry, her perfect abounding health were separate joys to her ; she found absorbing and critical interest in the very figment of her being. It was entirely prepos¬ terous that a young woman should kneel at an attic window in a flood of spring moonlight, with her

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hair about the shoulders of her nightgown, repeat¬ ing Rossetti to the wakeful budding garden, espe¬ cially as it was for herself she did it — nobody else saw her. She knelt there partly because of a vague desire to taste the essence of the spring and the garden and Rossetti at once, and partly because she felt the romance of the foolish situation. She knew of the shadow her hair made around her throat, and that her eyes were glorious in the moonlight. Go¬ ing back to bed, she paused before the looking-glass and wafted a kiss, as she blew the candle out, to the face she saw there. It was such a pretty face, and so full of the spirit of Rossetti and the moonlight, that she couldn’t help it. Then she slept, dreamlessly, comfortably, and late ; and in the morning she had never taken cold.